now, i have a pain in the heart, not for a non accomplished loved person, but for the lack of it.
then i watched a movie, and i realised i can easily put myself into the breaking heart character
yeah i am the villain. I ran away from commitment, i left relationships in order to be married to someone else the next week.
i flew to a different country in the middle of a failing love affair...
but on the contrary to what evidence suggests all my actions were due to deeeeeep deeeeep romanticism.
I think I never gave up on the ideal love story, i never surrendered to settle for whoever.
I always expected more, wanted more.
its just that i realise from time to time, that one or other whom i broke the heart may have found what they were looking for in me. But then I wonder: I havent found the same on them, so, maybe, what they found was a lye?! isnt true romance two way? or am i colour blind?
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